With him it was known on the net, as do thousands of our generation! Finally it is a meeting place but like no other! You'll find people with whom you share a focus and that was our case ...
We grew at more than a friendship ... a lot of affinity and common. In addition to his personality was the kind that I love with his ideas of the religions that are very close to mine and we have approached each other, it is discreet, thoughtful, hard worker, very ambitious, very intelligent, evidence that he knew how to please me with its strength and softness!
We've agreed to be friends any more, because the distances between us and we might never have the opportunity to see ... meanwhile we exchanged all and nothing, our dreams, our ideas, our photos Our daily ... I ended up being attracted to him I would even say that I hope to spend the rest of my life with him ... this is what has made in the last mission I had in Europe I dared move him visit ... It was a reunion special, we did some sightseeing I knew that in Germany and we have not spent a weekend that I'll never forget, after nearly four years we found ourselves as if we knew before even though it was the first time we meet! It's crazy but strong!
As both aware that the distance will still weigh in our "relationship" we make sure to be wise! There was not even hugged although I felt like death! He, too, besides I have the same words!
After my return I struggled, I cried at length, I should not go, I late because I could see him again it will be dangerous for me to expend a person to the limit "fantasy"!
I do not know if it's love!
Is that love can be born in these conditions! And most importantly he can survive!
That makes me a huge pain!
I now understand why relations before marriage are discouraged in Islam, I actually knew but I was tempted by the experience! And I hope she finished as I want! who knows anything is possible in life! With this I do not want to get involved in this relationship because I have an old pain that confirm that the more you invest the more difficult it!
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